Life

I've been working on a post about our first surgery for almost two weeks now.  Its not that its hard to write, its not that I've had a hard time remembering whats going on. Its just life keeps getting in the way.  I find I haven't had the time to sit down and complete my final re read/edit of the post.  As a mom I expected this would get hard at times.  The only thing is I'm not JUST a mom, I don't JUST work full time, I don't JUST take care of my husband, I don't JUST take care of the house.  Sadly I don't JUST write.   There are only 168 hours in a week, and they have so quickly filled up.   I want to write out what's has been happening and its been really good for my brain and I find myself actually processing what has been going on. Yet the last month or so have been extremely difficult.  My husband broke his foot at the start of his busy season. For the last two weeks he hasn't been able to put weight on it.  Its amazing how something so small has the rippling affect over everything.  Getting our oldest to school, getting Rob to dialysis, just getting the laundry done.   Everything has been thrown off.  Then we found out my fathers cancer is much more serious than originally thought.  The only way my head has been able to deal with that is think about how its going to affect the child care surrounding our hospital stay this November when Rob has his kidney's removed.  Every time I've thought of other parts, my world starts to crumble.  I know they say you are never given more than you can handle, but I REALLY want to know who gets to determine what is how much.  So come Monday we'll learn if Rob can once again walk with out crutches, and hopefully some of our normal routine will return and I will get back to the story.